I must accept I have been very lucky in this whole job search. At the end of last week I had three offers, and I had to make a choice so I could start on tuesday.
Choices. Some people believe that is what economics is all about: Economists make choices to give an "efficient" use of the (limited) resources; and economic theory is supposed to give hints on how to make these choices, using concepts as the opportunity cost. The choice of what job to take this time was extremely personal. I did try to make a rational economic decision but I do know it is hard for me to obviate my feelings, so I tried to be guided by them, not by economic reasoning.
The base feeling I have is disappointment to this whole economic topic. I had to make a positive use of it by opening up to options I would have never considered a year ago, like applying for a job at a stock brokerage firm. I also applied to a semipublic entity, also related to financial services. I also went back to my uni in
The other feeling I have was this impression of having lost my time back in
I also wanted to try to reconnect with my deepest motivation for studying economics, namely to change the world by changing people’s lives. I knew I wanted to teach again. However I won’t be able to do that in my latter university as a part-time lecturer (the reason: excess of part-time lecturers!!!!), but only as a teaching assistant, but chances are that I won’t be able to do it either. This was another reason to exclude the research job.
Finally, after all that effort back in
In the end, the combination of these main deep feelings (disappointment, feeling of lost time, desire of reconnecting and the need of a life) made me choose the semipublic entity job. The funny thing is that these feelings are sooo deep and personal that I was not able to fully reveal the reasons of my decision to a lot of people, but I had to make it sound rational: “I need to have a job that teaches me new things, I need a lot of money, I need a place that will allow me to keep my options open in either sector (meaning private or public)”. Very reasonable.